After several years (I stopped creating art) due to various reasons and "trying" to just focus on my job and career. As soon as I was laid off, it opened up time and space for me to explore what really made me feel alive. I surrendered. I started creating again, I started learning again (I took some classes in mysticism of judaism), connecting with like-minded people that came into my life for a reason and a season. I struggled, I explored, I dug back into my soul and what actually is ME. I was first introduced to the concept of "Counting the Omer" a spiritual practice, enlightenment (rooted in Kabbalah, ancient wisdom and teachings).